Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Incredible Prank

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Monday, October 16, 2006

Patience

I’m still waiting
Anticipating
Resting in the contempt of the unknown
The unsaid
The un-shown
At least to me.

Who cares
Who knows
The shadow knows
The shadow of things to come
Foreshadow
No shadow
Showdown at high noon.

Long afternoon
Too long
Time to go home

Home is where the heart is
The heart of the matter
That’s what matters
Is love alone
To be alone….lonely
Not me, not I, not now.
Now is the time to fight, to run
Run where, run to nowhere.
Somewhere

She is somewhere
Life is somewhere
Somewhere far away
A galaxy perhaps
Far away from today
Today is the day

No, not today
Not yet
Patience my son,
Patience.
Penitence?
Non-sense…or common sense.
Sixth sense.

Patience is a virtue
So true
So you.
Where are you and why can’t I see you
To know you
To be where you are
To go where you go
I’m ready
Or not
Not now
Not yet
Not today
Today we wait
Tomorrow maybe, but not today
Today we wait

Patience my son,
Patience.

Soon. Too soon. Not soon enough.

Enough.

Patience my son,
Patience.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

what now??

So, ok...for those that don't know, I travel with my job. When I say “travel” I mean like all over the world. So anyways, I was all set to go to Indonesia (which on an aside, I found out is infested with pirates)……However, my going there was contingent on there being a problem there. The cause of the problem was discovered today and it turned out to not be my company’s fault, but rather that of the refinery. So, here I am stuck in limbo; however, I get to see one of my good friends who’s coming into town next week (if I’d gone, then I wouldn’t have gotten to see ‘em). I also might get to go to my roommate’s b-day party……so the question is “what now??” So as Clash wrote “Should I stay or should I go??”

And will it be my choice…we’ll see what He has planned.

Monday, October 09, 2006

back...finally

I was gone...back now...leaving soon....that's my life right now. A lot has happened since I found that magical elixir called He’brew. I’ve moved out of my beautiful apt in Evanston and have stuffed (literally) most of my worldly possessions into a 7.5x10 ft storage locker. You know, nothing gets you in the mood to throw crap out like moving…I certainly realized how much crap I had…I threw a lot of stuff away – hopefully all this moving and living out of suitcases will teach me what I really need in life. What do we really need in life…one word: Jesus. In the end, I think John Lennon had it right when he sang “all you need is love” – this makes since, especially when we consider that God is love (1 John 4:8).

I’ve been sleeping on a camping cot for the past month – it’s much more comfortable that one might think….reason being that I’ve moved into the “new hotness” (aka. Jason’s place, aka. Gleenwood, aka. 6413…) It’s great, I love living with these guys…it’s awesome….especially considering that I don’t have to share a bathroom with the Frenchman – you see, he likes to steamroll people, i.e. Veebs (attire optional, lol). These guys give me so much encouragement and peace it’s ridiculous. They mean a ton (english not metric...unlsess we're talking a long ton, as opposed to a short ton - J and Joe are probably the only two who will get that) Laughter is never far off and neither are prayers…Veebs, Jose and I have written a song…email me if you want an mp3 of it…we’ll see what we can do.

I just got the chance to visit home last week – it was great to see everyone…and sad. I really don’t want to leave…sometimes I question whether or not God has taken into consideration how much He’s asked me to give up by leaving Chicago…but then he patiently and quietly reminds me (like this past week) how much I had to give up to leave GA and how amazing it’s been in Chicago and how much I’ve grown.

I’m pretty much prepared to start traveling, but I still don’t know where (for sure) or when I’m leaving…it’s exciting and terrifying all at once. So I guess we’ll see. I think that it will be good. Maybe it’ll be the wilderness that I thought Chicago was going to be. I guess well see…just a few more things to get together and a few more days before I leave...weird to think I dreamt about this sort of adventure when I was a little kid…